im coding this as i go, its hard to get what i want but im getting there.

ive spent alot of today working on my site, better then dissociating. thats an issue for me sometimes. i just stop feeling real. its sucks, i try and do thing to help me feel grounded in my body, but sometimes it still happens.

on a less sad note, imma go to one of my freinds place tommorow!! im so excited :]

hmmm, i think thats all i gotta say today. see ya later!!!!!